10:18 AM
Today was generally a good day. I started packing my drawers, and found lots of stuffs buried deep within. Sounds like i've got some treasure chest. Anyhow, many things i found brought back memories, those that happened a few years back. Many things were from my primary school days and i'm glad i can remember where or who gave it to me. Yes, i collect many things and i have difficulty throwing them away. My parents always said i'm like some 'garanguni' person. Thing is, i've always been quite sentimental and stuffs, so i'm unwilling to throw away anything. I can keep scraps of papers, trinkets, small cards, stickers, phone cards, name cards, badges, and the list goes on. The smallest thing i've found so far is some itsy bitsy tiny little shell. Ahah, but now that i have to get rid of some due to the lack of space, i think i'm starting to learn how to have the habit of throwing away things. Yes, though nice it may be, or how it can somehow bring back some memories, if i don't have much use for it, and it is rotting, i have to throw them away. I'm not talking about those super sentimental ones, or those that mean alot to me, or is from people who are very close to me, or... yeah., you get the drift. Who the heck throws away things that come from people they cherish, anyway? Okay, that's not the point. Haha. Point is, i'm happy that i'm slowly clearing out my junks, and treasuring what i have even more.

Next. I printed out my maths holiday homework! Okay, i know many have already done that, or have like even completed it already. But aye, i don't normally do this kinda things early so it's a start for me. What i have to do now is to complete them. Rah. I hate GP lah.

Andddd, i went for a swim today! After zillion months. Tsh, i don't like wasting money. I admit i haven't been fully utilising the facilities, so i will try to from now onwards. Swimming is a very good way to train up also. I did my box-x-laps. Didn't want to swim the standard one 'cause it was very dark and i didn't quite dare to go to the other end. I was the only one in the pool man. Heh. I went to the hot spa after that. Bliss. I do miss swimming actually. Hoho. So if anyone wants to swim, do drop me a text yah. :)

I have a feeling that tomorrow's training will turn out quite awesome.

10:41 PM
So it was day out with Rachel and Philip yesterday. Glad i was able to finally catch up with them. We caught the move Gokusen, and though it wasn't the best movie choice, the movie was not that bad. The sound effects are just hilarious, and the cute jap guys was a plus. I'd say spending $7.50 for a movie like this wasn't that worth it, but hey, it's the company that counts. Thanks you two for the time, and Philip for the popcorn treat. Haha. :)

Had training today and it was horrible. Very, very horrible. It started with me being late for training. Shucks. Late for training, what could be worse. Rushing for training ain't good, cos i ended up having unbearable stitches. I was still having a mouthful of lunch when i rushed out of the house. Yes, that bad. I didn't know bus 12 would take such a long time so i switched plans and took the train instead. In the end, i knew i didn't have much time left, so i cabbed to KSC instead. In the end, i was still late. Stupid much. But aight, i'm gonna reach there earlier next training. Boooo. As i was saying, i was mad rushing for training so i didn't have time to warm up or cool down from my mad rush ordeal, and that resulted in horrible swings and footwork. I'm already very bad as it is, and it just added on to it. And to make matters worse, coach went on court with us first. Hah. Guessed we kinda pissed her off or something. Well, i was already quite irritated with myself, so why wouldn't she. Bleh, was feeling kinda demoralised after that, and both jam and i were just zoning out. It didn't help that some people outside were smirking or laughing at us or something. Lol. Anyhow, we did 10 sets of 200m later and it was equally horrid. I had stitches, and it was the first time i've had stitches on both sides. Crazy huh. Both sides, how to do 80% sprints please. When i tried pushing, it was like phoooosh, both sides, can't even rely on anything else. Damn bad. It was just but 2km and i was so so weak. Damn. And no thanks to the sun too. Ugh. At this rate, my stamina's gonna surge downhill man. I can feel my vo2 max decreasing also. My backhand's getting worse too. Wtheck. I think my forehand can be better than my backhand already. My backhand was always stronger, than now like that. Very depressing okay. Aishhh, but whatever man. I know i had this 'i want to quit squash' feeling today, but i won't let all this shit affect me. Where is my motivation when i need it. :/ Aish. Why isn't ____ coming anyway. Ohwell. I shan't talk any further. Fightin'! And to the rest who are feeling the same way as me: Hang in there!! We're gonna conquer the next training, and the next, and the next, and the next, and the next, and.... YEAH.

Oh yes. KSC is much better now, after renovation. Especially the toilets! Haha. But quite sad, cos the previous toilet holds much memories for us. Heh? 8)

Hmmm, went to eat snow ice after training and went to the airport to fetch Nat thereafter. Thanks guys for ending the day nicely. If i hadn't hung out with them, i think i will be having negative thoughts about squash now or something. Hahha. Anyway, talks with Dory and Gracia was awesomeee. And i swear Gracia is highly entertaining. Woah, i'm complimenting her. She was so bad today that even Dory coudn't believe her. She still has a long way to go in removing her bimbo image okay. Oh, and i bet her heart's still thumping over that KP-lookalike person. HAHA. We shall hunt for more when we go to the airport again! Mhmm, that sounded wrong. Aiya, nevermind. One more thing, don't take anymore unglam photos leh! Thanks2. :)

Very timidly, we sneaked hidden smiles at each other. Cautiously at first, for fear that it would not have been acknowledged. Once it took hold, a second one lasted longer. From the corner of our eyes, there was this feeling of peace and benevolence. Though short, it was deep. ASWMAI.

(This post was supposed to be up yesterday but because my tablet was being an arse by hanging and crashing, i could not post this up. Booo Toshiba.)

10:31 PM
Woosh. Today has been a real hectic day for me because i got spammed with theory. Woke up early in the morning to review my theory stuffs which i've lost touch with for a few weeks. Soon after, got a message from Ms Chua telling me that i'll only be doing theory with her sister for today's lesson as she was not feeling well, meaning that i will have 1.5 hours of theory talk and no practical at all. Thank God i survived the 1.5hours of theory spammage, but i'm so very tired now. Brain exhausted actually. I wanna go for a swim, but i kinda prefer swimming when the sun's out. I can't quite stand the cold you see, unless i'm with people, so i can cuddle up to them. (Vietnam, vietnam! Hahhaa.) Alright, so theorified (terrified) now. Terrified of manuscripts and chords and italian terms and whatnots. I wonder how Jamie copes with like a billion more music stuffs in MEP.

On a side note, my neck and shoulder have been aching ever since training on Thursday. I don't know what it is, but it just makes the connecting part from my neck to shoulder very stiff and pain. Have applied and massaged all the oils already, and stuck on the relaxing plaster, but none seemed to have worked. Even using the tablet is making that area ache even more. Shhh, don't tell my mum cos that's what she kept saying but i don't quite want to admit that my usage of tablet is aggravating it in front of her, though i think she knows it. Haha. Anyway, hopefully it'll heal by next training, which is 3 days later. Having sucha pain at that area is definitely a first for me. Best is i don't even know what it is. I think it's got something to do with squash, my swings and all. During training, i did actually feel that there was something wrong, felt weird when i did forehand and even my backhand swing. Backhand. When my backhand feels weird, there has got to be something wrong already. Unlike my forehand, it's the norm when it feels weird. Blearh. Thing is, i thought it's due to my rustiness. But now, i think it's more to that. Whatever it is, i hope the pain will be goneee. Because if it's not gonna budge, i don't think i will do much of racket training. And that will suck, alot. Hmmm, speaking of squash, i have no idea if _______ is coming at all. :/ SAD MUCH.

Finally caught up with my belovedblack beetch today. Hahhaa. Yes, i'll be seeing her soon and am so gonna compare colors with her. Seriously, i think she'll be darker after so many camps. Puaha. I will turn into a big bird and laugh at her. I am ever so nice, no?

:D

6:50 PM
YES, I'M BACK!
But i miss Vietnam. :(
Ohwell. I shall post about Vietnam some other time, or i shall be lazy and let the pictures on facebook do the talking. Hahha. There are tons of pictures and videos uploaded on facebook, total spammage. Love it.

Finally had training after 2 weeks, close to 3 weeks, of no training for me. Quite rusty and i don't like that fact at all. Still, i'm not gonna stop trying and will fix my swings asap. :/ I HAVE TO HIT OFF THE BACK WALL. Come on man, if i don't then bye bye to nationals next year. Ewurks. Focus. Hahhah. Coach was talking about Sports Psychology today. I like. (L) Eventhough whatever she said today, i've heard before and experienced before already. Yayz. But, that's not to say that i'm good at it. Hmmmm, i feel like studying this area in the future. I shall see. :) Ohyeah, the following trainings will be at KSC already. There'll be court and track training. WOO HOO. Hopefully, the sun won't come out when we're doing runs. I don't quite like it. And we'll have to bring so many things there to train: Court shoes, running shoes, slippers, racket, eyewear, towels, tumbler... 8D

Queensway just now with Dory and Gracia to collect squash jackets. I think it's not bad, not bad at all. Actually, i think it's very nice, considering that it's just one plain jacket. Haha. The logo is so Olympic-ish also, i like! Ke2... Yes, i think it's slightly copyrighted, but aye whatever. HAHA. Had an 'emotional' goodbye hug with Tan Jiejie, lol. We then went to find gym bags. Couldn't find one that all 3 of us liked, so didn't get any. The pink adidas one was nice, in terms of design and all, but the color just doesn't suit me. D: Not to worry, we shall find one that suits us all. :)

Okay, and something cool came up. First two lines credits to Jianle, next two to Dory.
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Squash's the game.
Dory's the name.
Weewern's the fame.
Don't say we're lame.
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LOL. Okay Jianle's version should be, "Jianle's the name. Donna's(?) the fame." Haha.
Sorry, we were quite bored. Thus the compostion. But i think it's quite nice lah.

Stupid darren came up with his version.
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Darren Lim the greatest treasure
People look at him with pleasure
Everyone thinks squash's a fool
Unless Darren plays then it is cool
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WTHECK RIGHT. HAHAHA. -_-

Anyway, results show yesterday was (Y).
NATHAN HARTONO IS DAMN CUTE AND HOT. :D HAHHAA. He looks better on screen.
And woah, long time since Jasmine Tye sang on idol. I remeber she's Ms Madhu's friend so Ms Madhu always asked us to vote for her. Hoho.
I hope Sylvia wins Idol.

Alright. I Gtgo,

10:40 PM